I just sent in a finalized copy of my application to Texas A&M for readmit.

*excuse me while I go throw up*

I cannot even begin to describe the feelings that overwhelmed me.

Am I sure we are doing the right thing?
Can I go back to school and be successful both there and at home?
Am I out of my freaking mind thinking I can go back to school with kids who were born as I was graduating from high school?
Is it the right thing to uproot the whole family so I can go back to school?
Am I crazy?
Where is the chocolate?
What if I lose so many credits I have to start way back at the beginning since I haven’t been in school in 4 years?
Am I crazy?

Yes, those are just a few of the things going through my mind about now. My stomach is in knots. To steal one of my favorite movie quotes: “I’m too old for this sh*t!”

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