[previous post removed by original hyper, over-reactive, emotional author]
A few of you were privy to my rant earlier. In short, for those of you who missed it, I was upset because someone I loved thought I was “popping a lot of pills” to cope with all of this. I am overly sensitive about that, so I went off. All is well again.
You see, trust me on this one. The desire to drug this stress away is amazingly strong. If someone came up to me and offered me some of my “drug of choice”, I would have a hard time saying no. In fact, I cannot even promise that I would be able to do that. But right now, in this moment, I am doing really well. Nothing stronger than A LOT of coffee to keep me going. Let’s do the math:
Too much coffee + anxiety – sleep = HYPER emotional woman
Ironically enough, once I explained that the reason I was so damn hyper is because I am NOT using anything and THIS is how I am under stress, all was cleared up. Because trust me people, when a “crisis” hits, I am the go-to, get-it-done, hyper-organized person you want around you. Unless you are the ultra mellow one. In that case, sparks may fly. (As they did.)
But for the record and because I am actually going to toot my own horn, I will say it now: I have done the past three months without freaking out and ending up in a major slip. How? I don’t know. Why? Four reasons: Clint, Brandon, Zarek and Gabriella. They are worth more to me than any temporary numbing a pill will give me.
There. I just had to say that. I needed to get it out.
So, how is YOUR life? Anything new and fun(ny) on your sites? Let me know. I want to LAUGH!
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