Of living one day at a time.
Of living life on life’s terms.
Of living with courage rather than fear.
Of living a grateful life.
Of not wondering if I would wake up in the morning or die in my sleep.
Of not being afraid for my children when in my care.
Of not feeling worthless and useless.
Of not using anything I can get my hands on to not feel.
Of not hating myself every day I drew a breath.
Of learning how to be powerless but not hopeless.
Of learning not to regret my past nor shut the door on it.
Of learning to love others more than my own self serving desires.
Of learning how my experiences can help others.
Of learning to let go, let God and live life.
Of saying ‘No’ when yes would be so much easier sometimes.
Of saying ‘I am sorry’ when I have amends to make.
Of saying ‘I love you’ to a husband who never left my side through it all.
Of saying ‘Thank you’ to friends who love me in spite of rather than because of.
Of saying “I am grateful today’ everyday and meaning it.